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Im not good at words, but im really feeling very sad now…

Just read some posts from a blog which was written to an angel up in heaven. i wanted to read all the posts but then as i continued reading, i couldnt control my tears…  so much that i felt as if im sinking anytime.

This little boy is so poor thing, he came to this world, and left in 2 days as he was too weak to survive due to premature delivery. His dad is someone i know. Although not close to me, but the grief they experienced was so much felt for. Now i know, that every smile you see hides a thousand sadness.

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I was actually google-ing for something, and when one of the returned results was this dedicated blog for him,  i couldnt really believe my eyes. i thought it was just someone else with similar domain. Hmm…

Thinking back, i realized that particular post i saw sometime ago was actually meant for you…

Sigh… too sad for more words… :’(

so much wanted to blog before CNY but was sooooooo busy with work, uni applications and other misc. stuffs, as well as preparing and packing for msia trip. and now its the 8th day of cny, that means cny gonna be over in a week or so. time does pass very fast yea?

speaking of which, my 22nd birthday just passed. the past year’s gone way too fast! so fast that i dont really remember any BIG thing which happened hahaha! thats why now im starting to wonder if work has really eaten up my youth…

celebration wise, had one in office during lunch, and then last minute meetup with carol & tiff for dinner. lastly theres gonna be a meetup with the usual group on saturday! that’s all..simple oh and not to forget, mum bought a cake yesterday too

will update more when i get the pictures!

anyway, CNY @ ipoh was fun! met up with quite a lot of relatives whom i have not seen before; or seen once but it was quite long ago that we couldnt really recognise each others’ faces haha! some aunties even mentioned that i was still a little toddler the other time they visited us in sg.

hmm guess i’ll update more when im free.. starting to get busy le.

so SHOOOOOOOOO off that cny mood for now, and get my mood back into work!

to end this entry, i wish all a happy valentines’ day and HAPPY CNY! (its not over yet, so im not that late hehe)

and HAPPY BELATED 22ND BDAY TO MYSELF!~
thanks all ^^